Why am i so damn depressed?
Question by Davis Girn: Why am i so damn depressed?
All I do is go to work, get up go to work, get up go to work for another 12 hours, 2 weeks later I get a paycheck, not satisfied I put it in my pocket, proceed to go to work, friend call, go to movies, get up tired, go to work, get up go to work, stare at the walls, go to work, friend calls, go to club,im too old for this shit, go home early, go to work for another 12 hours, off day. wooo, stare at walls and play video games.
everyday….I feel like I am on the last grain of salt of sanity. I am sick of working underneath bastards that don’t give 2 shits about who i am or what I do. I quit my djing career at 23, I just got so sick and tired of hearing people scream at me about ‘can you play this people will dance if you play this,’ no..and by the way i know what people want….its my job to know what people want and if I hear another person ask me the same stupid question i will break all my records and let you listen to them tremble on the floor. I was only upset because nothing was happeneing I wanted to be a mobile dj that had a contract. at 26…none of that shit is happening, i worked in construction with my step father since 11. I got a beatin if i didn’t do it right. when he was out of my life my only escape was music, djing, drumming, i had to sell all that to get my first apartment and pay off my car insurance get into college…..dropped out, got involved in a business deal and got scammed by 2 ‘friends’. life is about experiences right? i’ve been taking anti depressants, I need somethign good to happen because I am stuck with this, i am so sick of this shit…..anybody if you know how i can either stumble on more money or for me to be happier, please don’t say, just think positively, i’ve been trying that for 7 years and i’ve gotten nothing. tell that to a 18 year old that’s just starting out in life.
Best answer:
Answer by lonley
i think you need some weed man.
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