I’m a recreational drug / alcohol user / unmotivated? do I need help?
Question by one special dude: I’m a recreational drug / alcohol user / unmotivated? do I need help?
flirting & sex
violence
uplifting & “fight” music
motivation coaching / inspirational / success coaching
ocd perfectionist about grammar, organization, etc.
an adrenaline junky
meditation & proper breathing
attention & praise [child actor, mama’s boy before puberty]
ecstasy [spent life savings on it]
alcohol [spent the rest of my savings on it]
mixed alcohol, marijuana, and benedrill [“blackout” / memory loss]
vicoden [ppl with perscriptions give it to me]
prozac [ppl with perscriptions gave it to me, discontinued use]
cigarettes [used to be addicted, kinda grossed out by it now]
marijuana / cannabis [social anxiety disorder: got a ‘script for it]
exercising [belief that hard work is neccesary: overtraining to failure]
endorphins [from exercising + ecstasy]
I want to try:
LSD
cocaine
morphine
valium
oxycontin
codeine
norcos
It’s not like I’m stupid. I have an est. IQ of at least 155, and a college GPA of 4.0 so far. But I might be bipolar / suffer from borderline personality disorder (I’m afraid to ask a psychiatrist / psychologist, cuz they will probably perscribe me riddalin & prozac = P).
After spending my life’s savings on partying {$ 4,400 on hookers & lap dances, $ 4,440 on ecstasy, $ 3,000+ clothes & flashy watches, $ 100 / day on alcohol for parties, $ 1,000+ on medical marijuana} and running from the cops [let’s just say, it’s only illegal if you get caught, and they don’t let you go!], I have enough $ to pay my bills that I’ve accumulated.
Not to mention I have a misdemeanor I’m going to court in a week for (can’t afford a lawyer), and I managed to get herpies II from someone, and I was raped by a couple pornstars and a gay guy…it started as an experiment in bisexuality but resulted in rape. :[
And both my car and the truck I traded the car in for were crashed, resulting in my loss of $ 8,000, my insurance company’s loss of $ 8,000, and the car dealership’s loss of $ 2,000.
I just spent the last 3-4 days high on ecstasy. I have a lot more & I’m considering just going all out as an addict, until somebody throws me into rehab or I OD & kill myself.
I’m perfectly accepting that I was responsible for all my actions,
and unfortunately I am dealing with the consequences.
I need dental work done (16 cavities, plus braces) and want to get PRK eye surgery so I don’t have to deal with contacts / glasses (which in 2 weeks from now I will need to get my eyes re-checked, but no $ ).
I’d also like to “get the f**k out of dodge” as my friend put it, but I’m stuck between going to jail [might actually be good for me], joining the military, continuing acting, living with my family, suicide, and all the things I hope to become [ufc fighter, professional pick up artist, motivational/success/time management/efficiency/financial coach, etc].
I also think I’d get addicted to therapy due to the sympathy / attention?
Best answer:
Answer by Dewbs
dude…i’m the first one that responded as i’m trying to go to sleep of benadryll….
your a f**n waste of space. try the drugs. if you aren’t going to don’t write about it, nobody has time for your stupid what ifs.
maybe you should take the rest of that ecstasy and stop being a waste to America, your obviously a burden to everyone you know.
have a good night OD you f**n loser
🙂
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