PLEASE HELP ME I NEED HELP!?
Question by : PLEASE HELP ME I NEED HELP!?
im a 15 yr old male that has had bad trauma all my life since i was a baby every 2 nights my mum would drink to much and have the worst fits she would break thing shout at the top of her voice the most deteriorating things to me and my dad she would always go psychotic and say my dad didn’t want me and then she would go and buy more alchohol up at a liqour store and buy more or have glasses of my dads spirits my dad always tried to keep me safe but my mum would throw break open the door and say psycotic things to us i have had to deal with in my life her suicide attempts and the cops taking her away all i hear pretty much every night is just shouting i get very stressed and scared and the worst thing she would suck you in and love you and say she would never do it again SHE IS A CONTROL FREAK ASWELL i felt like i lost my manhood! i have had all my life up to this up to a week ago when my mum was forced into detox. i have never had a normal life everyone sensed my shyness stress and tension i never did good in school i wasent very friendly and i got teased for being like i was i never went to parties i never had a gf, i got into drugs and all i never went to school i got deppresed. the doc told me it can cause so many problems when stuff like this has happened to me i have been to many psychiatrists and cat scan electro feedback things because i actually started to have psychotic episodes from from all the trauma. i feel so much better now i am actually a normal human being before i thought i wasnt normal, i feel more free like a burdens been lift off me i can communicate better to people now but im still finding it hard to get over it im just very tense and stressed that no one can touch my back because its so sore. i am in a band now in australia now i have to go and preform in a music studio with these producers when im 16 and its getting overbearing living my life because i have so much to do every day theres alot more but i will stop there.
Please help me i just want to forget all about it i am open to any suggestions
PLEASE HELP ME!
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Answer by Pseudo
You need to run away from home and join the circus.
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